What do i want? I ask myself everyday What do you want? They ask me too My response to them sounds like a perfectly thought out future Just for me But i realise how caught up i've been in their plans And their dreams And their aspirations For me That i've forgotten the thing that drove me The thing that made my heart reel with passion Somehow, it all feels like what i've always wanted Aligns with what they want But every step feels like walking on hot coals Every single step hurts more than the last And all i really want Is to take steps back Steps back to finding out the purpose of my existence But that is too much to ask What i do want I don't know any more I'm too caught up Trying to make their plans mine Trying to remember what it feels like To be excited with passion for something But i have forgotten What it feels like And i don't know If i'll ever remember Because the feeling feels so strange And i think i'm a bit lo...